Wednesday, August 20, 2025

GOSPEL

Dry cool whisper 
of the breeze 
through the leaves, 

how I wish 
I could discern 
what you're saying; 

how I wish we could 
converse 

so that I might ask
in a low, wordless moan 
of my own

where it is 
you come from. 

Is it where some think—
from the far edge 
of the planet? 

Or across space 
from the waving 
of ancient stars, 

or the windmill 
of distantly
spiraling galaxies?

More likely, I suspect 
it's from the ghosts 
of all my future selves 

passing through me
right this second,
like the wind—that is: 

oblivious;
not howling 
for my attention;

not trying to teach 
or warn me of anything

because silence to them 
is more than repetition—
it's the god's

honest truth—or 
what I might call
non-fiction

Tuesday, August 19, 2025

THE LONG HAUL

          Yet man is born unto trouble, 
          as the sparks fly upward.
               -Job 5:7
 

Yes, it's true; 
when all is said and done, 
there are going to be days 

when every 
swallow of coffee 
is hollow—

when none of the books 
on your shelf 
want to talk to you

while your pen 
strains to ask 
with its recondite scratches

if an indoor place exists
that wasn't made 
to hold-in grief,

or an outdoor place 
that that doesn't breed 
loneliness and sorrow.

In brief, there'll be days 
when taking 
feels like giving;

when, for all you know, it's 
your shadow 
casting you. But, 

since who the hell are you
to tell the difference 
between the two—

let lone the difference 
between someday 
and tomorrow—

you must bow down 
to the catch-all called 
the long haul; 

you must resign it all
and just call this
living. 


Monday, August 18, 2025

DOMINION

A long time ago, 
we used to be 
suspicious, 

but now 
we stand in awe 
of abject predictability; 

instead of living 
in ecstatic terror 
of god's everlasting arms, 

we now worship 
their compliance 
and fantastic portability.

In fact, if he 
were still 
alive today, 

he'd mostly 
be shocked
and hurt by the way 

in which knowledge is 
crushed-up to pave 
the roads to power—

by the way our GPS 
now briskly 
redirects us 

around temple wrecks 
and flaming 
sword blockages, 

all while keeping us
abreast of our most 
current ETA—

but mostly, 
by the way in which
a single earthly moment 

is no longer suffered 
by its bearer 
or endured—

or even simply 
received 
or sustained—

but rather, is abjectly 
captured, 
then explained. 


Sunday, August 17, 2025

SO THERE

Even the almighty 
river doesn't know 

how it is I manage 
to piss standing up. 


Saturday, August 16, 2025

LATE AUGUST

A parched wind 
limps by—
stiff and cautious, 

yet unsteady 
as our exhaled breaths.
How did we

get here? None 
can guess;
the weeks have passed 

so fast—still
each day feels
like twenty years. 

Friday, August 15, 2025

NEVERTHELESS

Every day, once a day,
I get the urge 
to do the impossible:

to save what must leave,
to give weight to words

(though I make no claim
to understand
what they name)

and a hope-like shape
to tumultuous thought.

Is it reckless? Is it vein?
I ought to say 
I don’t care.

But if you think about it,
the very fact
that this poem appears here,

lying patient as a snare
in the middle of this page
(or this screen, or wherever)—

and eager to catch
that which must pass away

already betrays
that I do anyway.
deny it as I might,

the urge to write—
the compulsion
to tell someone

has somehow caught me
unaware that I’m sure

there's no such thing
as an art
of despair.


Thursday, August 14, 2025

MORTALITY

A cheap store-bought wind chime
(though no less
hungry for the breeze);

its many small lapping tongues
of bell bronze
or bell brass—

or hell, I 
don’t know, of prefab
fiberglass, perhaps—

making me forget 
as I pass underneath
what silence sounds like—

then remember (however 
temporarily)
what it means.